now
is the best time to move forward. not backwards.
never again. well hopefully. i shall mark my word on this one.

it's one of those "i should've done this a long ass time ago,
but i loafted on it."

yet it's good to realize it than not to at all.

[1] realize that you and your ways are so for short time.
that you did make me feel special, but it was limited.
after that, it's nothing.
that i can't expect anything more than the given,
and nothing more outside the time.

[2]that i was taken for granted.
that i valued you, and our friendship, to the extreme
while you(2), did not.
you were meaningful, while i was meaningless.
sucks.

now
is the best time to move forward. not backwards.
never again. well hopefully. i shall mark my word on this one.

it's one of those "i should've done this a long ass time ago,
but i loafted on it."

yet it's good to realize it than not to at all.

[1] realize that you and your ways are so for short time.
that you did make me feel special, but it was limited.
after that, it's nothing.
that i can't expect anything more than the given,
and nothing more outside the time.

[2]that i was taken for granted.
that i valued you, and our friendship, to the extreme
while you(2), did not.
you were meaningful, while i was meaningless.
sucks.