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have you ever thought if the person, whom you truly call your bestest friend / numero uno is really one ? what i mean to say is that, are they really playing the part of being your numero uno. was it proven that they were one of the truest. at some times, you reach the point when you consider your bestfriend, to be a stranger. it starts from less hours on the phone : one is too busy with homework and the other is not allowed, then it goes on with less time seeing each other in school. less time for each other. it moves on to the "catching up" part. in order to show that you still trust each other, you exchange stories with the person. first, it was your turn, you spilled everything you wanted to share with her/him, and suddenly you were thrown off. you were thrown off from what she/he had said. she had just told you that she`s sorry but she was getting tired of you telling her stories that were not important to her. even if she had just apologized, it still threw you off how she had changed. how you guys used to talk about nonsense and she never complained about it and now that what you`ve told her is more senseful, she tells you that she`s tired of it.. this made you feel as if she was still your bestfriend, and as if she had changed.

you actually notice that the friendship is drifting apart. both of you tend to spend more time with other people and have less time for each other. she fully changed to another person and it`s as if you were telling the whole world that you are bestfriends with a TOTAL stranger. wow, that`s prettty dumb. assuming things that is not true. you always tell her that you miss the good old times with her. one day, she finally had it and told you that she was tired of you telling her that you miss her and making it seem like she had changed even if she didn`t. it was like the phrase "i miss you" had changed its meaning to "you`ve changed." you never said any words that would make her think that you were telling her that she had changed. deep down inside, you know that she did. you just didn`t want to tell her. since then, the good times was changed to bad ones. the friendship you had fought for a long long time, had drifted. it had drifted in the second she told you that she HAD enough.

... this proves to me that a relationship, will never work if one has no plans on working it out. a few words to be said can mean a lot. simple words can fully throw a person off. lastly, a friendship can end just in minutes, and remember, so does life.

things will never be the same i know, but everyone has to move on, and there is a better future ahead of us. if i were you, i`d start to change right now. we never know when our journey of life can end, it can end next year, next month, next week, the next hour, or the next minute. we have to learn from our mistakes. for the people you once have hurt, ask them for forgiveness. look around, stop yourself from doing your bad habits. for the special people of your life, tell them that you truly love them. straight your life out now before it`s too late.

..... i get tired of repeating myself over and over again, that i don`t want you doing this and that. i know for a fact that i do not have the right to control and tell you what to do. but you better take a note that i`m only saying them to you just because. if i didn`t care, i wouldn`t go bananas when there was something wrong with you, i wouldn`t want to listen to your problems, and i wouldn`t let you to be part of my life. but sorry, stick it in your head that i care, way way too much for you. nevermind the times i`ve asked you to do me such favours, because i came to realize that i only need one favour from you. i only want you to stop your habits, and i mean all of them. because you had once told me, that you were going to stop doing such things, things that he never wanted you to do. now, i`m not here to lecture you, because i know you`re old enough to make your own decisions. you`re actually older than me, and just remember, that i love and care for you, and that is why i`m letting you to know all of this...

have you ever thought if the person, whom you truly call your bestest friend / numero uno is really one ? what i mean to say is that, are they really playing the part of being your numero uno. was it proven that they were one of the truest. at some times, you reach the point when you consider your bestfriend, to be a stranger. it starts from less hours on the phone : one is too busy with homework and the other is not allowed, then it goes on with less time seeing each other in school. less time for each other. it moves on to the "catching up" part. in order to show that you still trust each other, you exchange stories with the person. first, it was your turn, you spilled everything you wanted to share with her/him, and suddenly you were thrown off. you were thrown off from what she/he had said. she had just told you that she`s sorry but she was getting tired of you telling her stories that were not important to her. even if she had just apologized, it still threw you off how she had changed. how you guys used to talk about nonsense and she never complained about it and now that what you`ve told her is more senseful, she tells you that she`s tired of it.. this made you feel as if she was still your bestfriend, and as if she had changed.

you actually notice that the friendship is drifting apart. both of you tend to spend more time with other people and have less time for each other. she fully changed to another person and it`s as if you were telling the whole world that you are bestfriends with a TOTAL stranger. wow, that`s prettty dumb. assuming things that is not true. you always tell her that you miss the good old times with her. one day, she finally had it and told you that she was tired of you telling her that you miss her and making it seem like she had changed even if she didn`t. it was like the phrase "i miss you" had changed its meaning to "you`ve changed." you never said any words that would make her think that you were telling her that she had changed. deep down inside, you know that she did. you just didn`t want to tell her. since then, the good times was changed to bad ones. the friendship you had fought for a long long time, had drifted. it had drifted in the second she told you that she HAD enough.

... this proves to me that a relationship, will never work if one has no plans on working it out. a few words to be said can mean a lot. simple words can fully throw a person off. lastly, a friendship can end just in minutes, and remember, so does life.

things will never be the same i know, but everyone has to move on, and there is a better future ahead of us. if i were you, i`d start to change right now. we never know when our journey of life can end, it can end next year, next month, next week, the next hour, or the next minute. we have to learn from our mistakes. for the people you once have hurt, ask them for forgiveness. look around, stop yourself from doing your bad habits. for the special people of your life, tell them that you truly love them. straight your life out now before it`s too late.

..... i get tired of repeating myself over and over again, that i don`t want you doing this and that. i know for a fact that i do not have the right to control and tell you what to do. but you better take a note that i`m only saying them to you just because. if i didn`t care, i wouldn`t go bananas when there was something wrong with you, i wouldn`t want to listen to your problems, and i wouldn`t let you to be part of my life. but sorry, stick it in your head that i care, way way too much for you. nevermind the times i`ve asked you to do me such favours, because i came to realize that i only need one favour from you. i only want you to stop your habits, and i mean all of them. because you had once told me, that you were going to stop doing such things, things that he never wanted you to do. now, i`m not here to lecture you, because i know you`re old enough to make your own decisions. you`re actually older than me, and just remember, that i love and care for you, and that is why i`m letting you to know all of this...