i can`t be completely happy because you`re not.
i`m really sorry i can`t do that much.
i can`t answer such questions you ask me.
i know it`s hard but i can`t feel the pain.
i can`t stop the world for you just because
all of the things you do, say or see reminds you of him.
i do not have any super powers or such things to stop you from crying.
others have judged you for the mistakes you`ve done &
others would just sit there and say, it`s karma that hit her.
good thing that it happened to her
i already warned her but she never listened.
butBUTbut................
i would rather be different from the others because
i`m not here to judge you. i`d rather listen to you complaining
and whining, instead of blaming you for causing the problems in your life.
i try my very best to put a smile on your face yet i always fail to do so.
even if i can`t be there for you physically,
in our minds i`ll be right by your side.
my ears are always out to listen.
my shoulders are there for you to cry on.
even if i can`t answer the questions you always tend to ask,
i provide you plans that never worked.
i`d give you tons of buckets for the tears you`ve cried.
my phone is there for you to call.
( & i`m very sorry for the times i don`t pick it up )
i know you want to hug him real tight, right now
but i can`t give him to you, so i can be your spare bear.
lastly...
you`re special
&& i love you giselle.
{ ate peng, my lesbo lover, mobaberber,
a friend, a bestfriend, a sister like.}
i know such messages do not help but
i just wanted you to know them.
remember, few words can be said
but a thousand meanings are attained.
sorry i keep adding stuff, i know you`re getting
tired of reading. aha that`s the last time i`m editing it.
IT`S LOVE
it has to be great.
but it also has to hurt
make mistakes & learn from it
face the consequences.